Hello everyone, hows everyone doing. Fine i hope, well me I been working  my ass off. Damn ever since falls hit i guess no one has been going on their xanga <lol>. But anyways i don't have much to say. Just informing ya that i'm still alive< just in case if anyone was wondering>. Dam it's been a wile since i've written in my xanga. I've been going to school and work and right after work i go see my bookie bears. But yeah right now there's this really important person in my life that is upset with me and i kno wut i did was wrong and that was something i was't suppose to hide. But I just want that person to kno that she still my angel and i love her so muchand i think my life would be a mess with out her in it. <I'mmmm soooo ssoorryyy > Love u Lex . Well i'm out .

..................................*Muahhhzzz*...................................

Hello everyone, sorry if I haven't been writing in my xanga but yes I'm a grown ass women I be workin now. Well if I want my own place I got to work for it. But besides workin chillin wit Bookie<Muahhzz>!!! So everyone hows life treatin you? Well mine seems to get wrose and wrose as the day goes by. But each day I grow older and i realize how to coap with it. It's like everyday Ilearn something about realality and how it works in the real world. Like working, I never thought that it was going to be this hard. But i'm enjoying it because it brings me money in my pocket and i'm trin to save up soI could get the fuck up outta here. It's seems like happiness wasn't Gods plan to give to me. It's like when something good comes into my life that makes me happy and when I get to used to it  it seems like to dissappear. Maybe everything will change when i'm own my own. I kno it's goin to be hard but if I put my heart into it then i'll survive. But anyways this xanga is going out to my otha bestfriend Lex thanx for openin my eyes and thanx so much for standing by my side for everything. Without u i'd wouldn't be standing here. Love u the mostest        MUAHHHZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!.

well i'm out i guess i'll talk to ya some other day maybe when I have my day off. Love u special one you kno who u are. Don't forget u got my heart forever and alwayz no matter wut!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

...................................*Muahhhzzz*......................................

Wutz been really good, me chillin i guess. Rite now i'm hatin this one person i usually hate wishing shyt uppon people but hey i gotta to. This one person is ruining my hppiness<WHY> PLEASE LET ME KNO WUT I DID WAS WRONG!!!!!But anywayz nicca got a gurl why are u so worried about me can i please live!!!!It's like yeah i kno where he stands but damn if u really did care then let me be happy. That was part of the plan for me to go one way and u go the other. Just  because ur shyt aint goin right. Just do me a  favor and leave me the fuck alone and just let me and him BEEEEEEE HAPPY. If me and ol' boy iz happy with each other then izn't that tellin u sumthing. But anywayz me i just got back from chillin wit ol' boy. I had fun can't complain so far it'z everything i need right now. I got  J.O.B finally. Can't wait Jay is about to pop anytime now well she was due a week ago but the baby knows that it'z cold as hell outside so she deciding to stay in so she could be warmed up.<lol>.. But yeah well today i was gettin alittle mad it's like would a person be mad if the guy u like was gettin alittle to close to someone ur really close wit or lets say alittle to tight. And is was gettin me mad they mad me feel like if i was a terrible person. But it' all good <IT WAS THE FIRT AND THE LAST>But yeah i guess i'll talk to ya lata bye everyone. Enjoy the news for today............................*Muahhhzzz*.............................